Frecklegirl

I am a newbie to the sunless tanning and frankly, I'm quite nervous about doing it or having someone else do it! What would you suggest I do with my type of skin? I have very fair skin with a lot of freckles/moles that actually marbles when I'm cold (yeah real ugly, that's why I used a tanning bed). I'm scared to death to have anything fake put on me for fear of me turning yellow/orange. I saw the Xen Tan lotion on HSN and it seemed fairly easy to use and had a nice smell. My other option would to be airbrushed. I don't know if I like the idea of walking into a salon white and coming out brown! That seems way too fake to me. Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated. I miss my tanning bed so bad!